Hap Hap Happppyyy

Because days with YOU are never dull.

"Im so stressed with work"
"Anything i can do?"
"hmmm none really. foot massage?"
"Ok be ready by 7"
-drives all the way to The Fort"
"here's your foot massage.. i added the full body as well"
"awwwwwww!!!"


"its eat as much as you want today love"
"no like. im on a diet remember?"
"diet for who??? im happy with how you are"
"well im not happy thats why im on a diet"
"ok then. its exercise as much as you want today. lets go."
"ok, can i tak your eat as much as i want day first then exercise after?"
"My thoughts exactly"

We're cheezzy but not the eewwy kinda cheese. We're too witty it amuses me.
And the best thing about us is that, nothing formal has been established yet and we're already this happy..

=)

Musings

Hello world, i'm back!.. well at least for today.

So many things have happened the past few months. Interesting and not so interesting stuff. Anyway, lemme just post some random stuff.

- Recently, i found out that an ex of mine was thinking about settling down. (yes, like marriage-marriage) I was shocked, to say the least, because this is actually the first time ive encountered an ex actually about to join the marriage bandwagon (before me pa!). I'm happy for him of course. Its just shocking for me because its the first time im encountering this. The "it could have been you" feeling and all that. After a while i snapped outta it and just thought to myself "i sure hope hes happy" because thats all ive ever wanted for him.

- A friend told me this one night over a couple of drinks "its not a matter of being ready or not ready, its a matter of the right person coming along. when the right person comes, youll just be ready". For a while i agreed with him, but while processing it in my head as i got home i realized " its not just the right person coming along, its also the right time, and the right person." the right person could come along at the wrong time and it could still not work out... it has to be both.

- A friend asked why i have not committed myself in a serious relationship yet when there are these guys willing and able and of good moral conduct in line. I simply said "theyre not enough for me.." simply because i already have a tall order for whoever it is i want to be with. It's not really carrying my own weight, but more on knowing what i deserve.

- I recently decided to drop my son out of school simply because he has lost interest in waking up early in the morning. For a while it bothered me because he might have inherited it from his dad and i (i was never really fond of school..). I prayed, and got the revelation that i need to maximize this time with him. Ive been too busy lately that all i have been doin to him was scold him whenever he does not so nice things.

- Being a working student is tougher than i thought. Im praying i finish it by next year.

- Im having my vacation by the end of Oct. I cant wait. All the more for next year.

- Sometimes i still think about them. But i figured, i have to think about me more.

- Ive gained more than ive lost. So im working hard to lose them again.

- I love being around inspiring people.

- Im thankful.

- I love you!

Love 101

for me at least...

-When you love someone, you love them no matter what.
-You accept them for who they are. You accept their past, present, and future.
-You don't give up on them. You choose not to. You decide not to.

Shopgirl

I dreamt of the sister. I was by the beach, and she visited me. She was nice. Asked me how i was. I found it strange.

I just finished watching Shopgirl. Seems like its our movie. Watch it.

I choose.

Things are clearer..a bit.

I choose to forgive.
I choose to wipe the slate clean.
I choose to forgive.
NO matter how difficult.
I choose to love
Instead of hate.

I choose to forget.
I choose to love.

I choose.
Not an easy choice
But i choose
Nonetheless.
I choose.

Closer by Goapele

I love her voice. It's so soothing. The song that fits my life right now. It's the song that calms me during the day when im piled with so much work.

Closer to my dreams
It's coming over me

I'm gettin' higher
Closer to my dreams
I'm getting higher and higher
Feel it in my sleep

Some times it feels like I'll never go pass here
Some times it feels like I'm stuck forever and ever

But, I'm going higher
Closer to my dreams
I'm goin' higher and higher
I can almost reach

Some times you just have to let it go (Let it go, let it go)
Leaving all my fears to burn down
Push them all away so I can move on
Closer to my dreams
Feel it all over my being
Close your eyes and see what you believe

I'm happy as long as we're apart
Then I'm moving on to my dreams

I'll be moving higher (Moving higher)
Closer to my dreams
And higher and higher, higher
Feel it in my being (I can feel it flow around me)
I know that I could not go alone (No, no)

I'm moving higher (Higher), oh...
I'm going higher and higher and higher (Higher and
Higher)
Closer to my dreams (Higher and higher, oh...oh...)
I'm moving upward and onward and beyond all I can see
(Stretching out my arms so I can reach)

Feels so close it's like i can just reach
I can feel my dreams (Closer to my dreams)
I'm moving closer to my dreams
I'm moving (Higher and higher) higher and higher
(Higher and higher)
Moving higher, oh...

Some times it feels like you never gon'change (Never gon'change)
But you never choose to walk away

Give t back

Give it back
You hijacked my mind and soul
I'm falling in circles
Can't catch my fall so
I need you to be close 'cause
Where you go, I'll follow
So give it back

In my bed
Sleeping not
I cannot explain what's in my head
Longing for
An empty thought
But I seem to think of you instead

You blew my mind away
And I can't let you go

Took it and ran away
Just had to let you know

Just dropped a line to say
That I lost all control

You blew my mind away

(CHORUS) X2

In my head
And in my heart
I cannot complain
No one competes
Longing for this pace to stop
Never been the same
Since you loved me

You blew my mind away
Now that I'm torn apart

Took it and ran away
Is when you come for my heart

There's nothing left to say
And I don't know where to start

Give back my thoughts to me

(CHORUS) X2

Fallen (give it to me, give it to me, give it to me, give it to me)

Give it back
Give it back
Give it back
Give it back
Give it back

You blew my mind away
Now that I'm torn apart

Took it and ran away
Is when you came for my heart

There's nothing left to say
And I don't know where to to start

Give back my thoughts to me

(CHORUS) X2

Give it back
Give it back
Give it back